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hi all, im forsaking this blog! moved to: serenity! this blog is accessible only to approved viewers. thus, if your interest to have a share about my life you can email me at enjoy LIFE folks! i'll be back to blog once in a blue moon. |
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just came home from tommy's place. went over to his house for dinner last night after work and went to v2 pub for a drink. when i reached the lift, i vomitted(ps. on tommy's new havianas). lol. he was so scared that i would stain his pair of pathetic havianas, i told him i could pay him the full amount if its spolit. HAHA. when i got back to his house, my head was spinning so badly that i went to sleep immediately. took me so long to fall asleep. ): luckily i didnt have hangovers this morning. haha. now im back home! but going out soon. (: HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! |
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you're certainly someone that never fails to put a smile on my face all the time. thank you AMANDA LEE LEE HUI. haha. even though your at korea you still think of me, i can feel it. lol. well, quite alot happened today. enjoyed myself to the max this evening in church for the musical. very enjoyable! (:
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im playing mahjong like almost everyday. was playing it at xy house just now, won abit. happy happy. lol. im very tired, but i cant sleep at all. cause my mind is in a whirl, i dont know what to do with the current situation; super confused. this sucks alright. dear manda is away for her korea trip. haha. hope she have fun there and take good carey of herself! i'll missing her! (: -its fate that brought us together and its also fate that we have to part-
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phew, its really so tiring these few days because of the retarded term test which has drag over a period of one week and finally its ending tmr. that marks the end of this term. so glad that its ending, im so tired of school as well. time to take short break. will be spending most of my time working. lol. wouldnt have time for other issues. heh. (: well, off i go. good luck to all thats taking exams time. (: nights. |
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woke up early in the morning feeling quite sick, went to prepare for school. bathed, brushed teeth and changed. then i decided not to go to school and went back to sleep. haha. this is the first time i did this, so retarded, i cant believe that i actually changed and stuffs but i went back to sleep eventually. might as well just continue sleeping right? lol. anyway, it was only two lectures today, so i decided to skip it. i wonder if i missed anything important for next week term-test revision. lol. who cares. okay man, im going to start studying, if not i'll be so damn dead. haha. |
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yay, i've got a new blogger account. its seems quite alright. im lovin it! haha. anyways, i might be abandoning livejournal account soon. depends. i wouldnt have the time to update both blogs. so i need to change one out of the two. lol. not really satisfied with livejournal, super plain, difficult to find skins and stuffs. haha. so, give me time to decide on it. i'll be keeping the url as a secret first. lol. its private. depends on who it is, i'll give the url to. (: term-test next week! ): sian.
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wooooooooooooooooo hooooooooooooooooo.......... FINALLY. the part one of java assignment is over. handed in today. but before that, had hell loads of problems before everything was in order. okay, let me explain. around 1 plus, ben and i was still fiddling with the codings, trying to amend here and there. then, when we wanted to print our report at AS, there was such a long queue that we have to join before it reaches our turn. when it has finally reached our turn. the fucking com was faulty; this is when technology fails you. fucked up. then, we went to library to print it. that is when we all realised that our dongle was infected with virus. damn it. i would like to curse whoever the one it was that inserted his/her infected tumbdrive to the com, i hope that he/she would have a rotten hand in days to come, which will last like; decades. how unconsiderate someone can get. after the submission, it was as if a load was off and i felt so relaxed. finally i could sleep early to night, im super dead beat. haha. didnt sleep well nor early for the past few days. i want YOU, and my BED.
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woked up upon receiving two messages this morning around 11 plus, then quickly left house and met manda in school. worked on java in the school library. damn it, it was such a long day. without any input source; food. all the way till 9 plus. haha. mom bought breakfast but i did not had the appetite in the morning for it, so i skipped it. then, all canteens and cheers is also closed cause its saturday. thus, i forgo eating as well. haha. fortunately, not so bad. laughters and giggles carried my hunger away. lol. did quite alot for java, should be completing soon i guess. haha. superly hope so! still got work tmr, gonna try doing more before i fall asleep soon. (:
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no matter how badly or desperately i want, i would have to wait. really wait. its going to be a long time still. till that day, i'll be the happiest. (: went to school as usual, started out with the lousy finance tutorial. which the tutor/lecturer is freaking inane. doesnt know how to teach totally, he is the biggest sucker i've met in TP. lol. i hate him to the core. then, went for his lecture. thereafter to eat then stayed in school's lab to do abit of java with manda and ben. well, im seriously stuck, totally lost. will someone please enlighten me ):
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i've decided, though there will not be any action plan for the moment, maybe not even for the long months and days to come. but i tell myself that i'll be there for you no matter what. no matter if you need me or not, i'd still be there; anytime; always. time will determine everything. anyway, i finally started on the stupid java assignment. stucked at the second class already. god-damn-it. fucking java, really hate it to the core. why is it even created? to make life difficult for people i guess. sucks! I HATE IT!
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another passes just like that. finally completed the dcnk project which is due for submission this thurs. haha. one load off! lol. java really sucks and thats the reason why i've yet to start with that assignment. sian. when can i start man. its really important but im taking it so lightly. doesnt matter, i have to concentrate in studying for my mid-term test. please god, no more distractions, though i know that i do have them. today, two of my friends officially became lovebirds. haha. congrats to the both of them; fabian and xue ying. blessings to the both of you, and all the couples that i know out there. the person that is not in love, dont be in love. lol. im GREATEST wish!
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over this weekend, i was involved with ldc 2 at sembawang bb/bg campsite. firstly, i was very sickly and sleepy. but, i tried my best to keep awake at many instances and concentrate with my im doing. have quite some fun for these two days, teaching and learning at the same time. well, they say "learning is a never ending thing; super true it is!" haha. i enjoyed myself really, it was a success! ((: cheerios to me, the OC and the helpers(erm, which didnt help much). lol. most importantly, kenneth learnt his lesson not to bully me. that is because if he does, this is what he gets! (:
a painful handlock! haha.
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fucking alarm, didnt sound this morning. damn it, caused me to miss my cmaths lecture. now im back to normal; lost. lol. on top of that, im seriously sick currently. down with a freaking nasty cough and cold. oh my, the weather nowadays is so terribly horrible. its causing so many people around me to be sick. lol. and i have to be one of them. sicknening la. im coughing so badly that i think my lungs are coming out soon. haha. and i lied to vivien that i got TB today during her lab, hoping that she'll release me early. but still, efforts were futile. haha. okay man, im going to study; hopefully! (:
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these few days mom is overseas. thus, there is no human alarm to wake me up and as expected i was late for school on both monday ant today. LOL. it sucks to be late, i hate that feeling when i wake in to the lecture room or classroom late. its seems to show that im an undisciplined person; probable lazy. haha. anyway, there was nothing much to update about school. it is like the noraml days which i spent. but, i hope i'll change my attitude towards schooling; stop being negative about lessons. especially on tues which i have to see vivien for 4 consecutive hours. lol. luckily, today she's sick and went home. so there wasnt lab and i dont need to see her, what a relieve. i seriously dont like java la. heh. so i went home straight after school, printed lots of notes which was unprinted and did so filing. thereafter, i fell asleep and woke up around 7. ate and studied for cmaths, im starting to love cmaths. lol. ((: -im happy that you've sort out your thoughts, hope this is final and it would last. it also hurts me to see you like what you were for the past few weeks. |
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my heart is really breaking. just a quick update of my weekend. on friday, went back from school after finance lecture though it was ccn day, it was not as exciting and fun compared to running your own stalls like what happened last sem for me. this time round was really super boring and uninteresting. B-O-R-I-N-G! LOL. after i went home, i napped awhile; was so tired that i actually neglected the timing, i was suppose to attend church dinner. haha. then, work up and quickly rushed down to meet keith and fabian. the dinner was still alright, had boring activities, food wasnt good nor bad, just average. lol. after dinner went to play pool at classic, saw jack and his friends. so as usual, rokok. haha. after tommy came, went down to geylang then to bian's dad office for mahjong. lost again, 8 bucks. but not that much this time. LOL. so im happy overall. played all the way till morning. headed home to bathe and change early in the morning, went back to school for officers seniors retreat. i was like trying so hard to be awake. so difficult can? my eyes and brains were literally shut! haha. i struggled like mad, lucky after lunch i was better and more clear-minded. thus, i could plan effectively for my sec3 boys next year! heh. had meeting until 5 plus, loi foong sent me to work. same thing now, trying so hard to be awake while working, totally not in the mood as i was so sleepy. haha. but still, i pulled through. then went home and had an early night. still, i couldnt wake up on sun morning for service because i was seriously to sleepy and tired, needed more rest since i didnt sleep for straight 24 hours. haha. after that, went to pri school for second day's retreat. it was more fun and fruitful. lol. alot of things coming up for next year, kinda exciting. haha. i would love to see them happen. after retreat, went down to tampines safra; sakura for dinner. haha. well, its really fun to be eating together as officers and seniors, had fun while playing games, seeing the reaction of my friends eating wasabi and stuff. they are so weak, cannot even take it. LOL. i love wasabi. heh. and today was another boring day in school, lessons as usual, late for lecture this morning because there is no one to wake me up. mummy's overseas having her holidays; i miss her! ): i really thank God for all my friends, they keep me going when everything's down. i love all of you; you'll know if your one of them. ((:
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i guess that today was a fun day afterall. had lessons as usual, the one that left the most impression on me was dcnk lab. haha. we are suppose to hand ons with the UTP cable, snip it off and then connect to the RJ45. it was super fun, i fail twice but i refuse to give up. in the end, i finally manage to succeed; so proud of myself. haha. well, during the hands on session, few funny things happened. just name one, my best partner; shane is colour blind and he freaking couldnt discern which wire was of which colour. it was super dumb because the colour of the wires was the most important part of connecting the wires. haha. so in the end i was the one doing all the job. grr. haha. after school, accompanied ben to his godma house to repair the two computers. lol. i was quite interested with the repairs initially, but after some time, i started to feel sleepy. so i just slept on the bed for like one hour and woke up. and finally he's done. lol. so long la. thereafter, i went down to bugis to meet fabian, keith and tommy. haha. i got my shoes flipflops and jeans that i wanted. lol. we have a super fun time shopping and craking jokes. lol. its been a long time since we hang out like this, its pretty fun. i love it. ((: should do this more often. haha. after shopping, we went to new york new york for dinner. the food was awesome, i love it totally. ((: we had lotsa dun there, mainly stupid keith craking all the lame jokes with his retared actions and expressions. then, we strolled to Millenia Walk for mudpie at coffee club. haha. the mudpie was nice too, but its super sweet. all of us couldnt finish it except keith; as usual. a glutton. HAHA. well, bathing time. still got school tmr. ciao! some photos ((:
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alright, just a quick one. firstly, my weekend was spent like this. when to leaders camp in sec school on friday night, helped out abit and had an early night. yesterday was the fun part. i was sitting in the BB room slacking and suddenly i was very annoyed by the clutters and the dirtyness of the room. i made a suggestion to clean up the room and that took us so long, almost one whole day. the amount of things that we discarded was so overwhelming. thus, i'll conclude that the room is full of junk and its not a pleasant place to be in until yesterday; thanks to me and im brilliant idea. HAHA. but, we really had fun doing spring cleaning. so enjoyable. today, woke up so early to attend the service with the boys. LOL. its be decades since im in church, couldnt really get use to it. lol. then, went to work in the afternoon. though its was boring, i still had fun with the rest of them, joking and chit chatting. ((: im dead beat, END!
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aww man. i've to tell you guys that i lost hell lotsa money on wednesday night. okay, here to goes. went over to joanne's house at around 10 plus together with shane and guo bing. then we started off without with yong sheng. was acutally winning initially, but in the end, i think my luck ran off. damn it. i lost a total of 17 bucks over 8-9 hours of mahjong. oh my goodness. it was like a horrible dream. LOL. i still cant believe, i dont believe that i dont have that luck to win. haha. well, today was a better day in school. wasnt that emo, had fun joking all around with friends. i love thier company, thank goodness i have them as my friends. if not i wouldnt know what to do. LOL. nothing much about school except one highlight! "MY FUCKING FINANCE LECTURER BURPED INTO THE MIC WHILE CONDUCTING HIS LECTURE." so disgusting isnt it? omg, i was totally disguested, and he was like smiling to us because he burped loudly. WTH. the least he could do was to be embarrassed. but, we all could tell that he wasnt. so forget it, and i totally detest him. he is the lousiest teacher in tp, even worse than the cmaths 2 lecturer which i ranted on on wednesday. LOL. oh yea, met up with mich, xue ying, kassy, pei and jasmine(new friend) last night at tampines mrt; near to the cpf building. sat there and slacked for many hours. i was like so tired and sleepy while listening to them crap and me crapping as well. haha. however, i had a fun time with them talking nonsense and playing. thanks girls for brighten up my day. (:
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went to xue ying's place to play mahjong together with pei pei, kassy and michelle last night. LOL. was suppose to just meet them for chit chatting. but i played mahjong all the way to 12 plus; unbathed and i took my dinner at 1am plus. it was damn fun to play with them, they are super experts. make me lose so much money, haha. i'll catch up soon. another mahjong session for tmr night; still pending. lol. if its confirmed, we'll be playing at joanne's place. heh. excited. anyway, i seriously hate java nowadays. i have to spend 8 precious hours with vivien; my wife. haha. its actually my java lecturer and tutor, but still, she is my wife. lol. i love her. or, i should try to love her, if not my java is going to suffer BIG TIME! haha. lotsa projects deadlines are drawing near, mostly on the 5th week; which is 2 weeks more. JAVA, DCNK, CMSK, psyhcho quiz undone and CMATHS test coming. im stressed up like fuck. driving me nuts. hope i can pull through; its indeed a tough semester. honeymoon period is over. in addition (for myself), i havent been controlling since i went back to school. puffing more than what i did during the holidays. my goodness. i only took 4 sticks per day during the holidays, but now im like having half a pack everyday. seems like my efforts are futile after trying so hard for two freaking months. im tired. i know i can do it, just that i dont want to. seriously dont understand why is that so, i really want to ): should i call: 1800-438-2000; quit-smoking hotline. HAHA. darn it. not only do i need to control this, hope that i can control my feelings too. seems like its running wild starting from yesterday; just for you. i managed to control it well after 26 oct, dont wish to move my heart and repeat the same old story all over again. though its a thought, a desire, i would like to remind myself; PLEASE DONT!
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